back from the dead

Well, here I am. Back from the dead.

Since my last post, I’ve moved out of state, started a new job, and jumped head-long into a new life. It’s been far more exhausting than I had originally imagined it would be but also so, so amazing.

Part of the deal with this new role is that my current placement, in the Capital Region of New York, is temporary (probably). I am training so that I can take on a lead role elsewhere. I just crossed my four month mark and now the familiar fears of “what happens now?” are cropping up.

I found this prayer in my journal, dated January 11, 2019. Dated before all of the changes that have happened over the last four months. Dated before all of the loveliness that is my life right now.

Four months ago and still just as relevant, just as necessary for me.

God, I may not know what comes next but I know what you’ve put before me today:

Listen for Your voice

Serve Your people

Obey Your Law, given in love

Pursue You above all else

Tomorrow comes tomorrow.